This little project was born of a writing challenge. And like many of my projects, it kinda took on a life of its own.
The original challenge was to create diary for one of my characters, and to include certain types of events or posts. I was intrigued by the challenge and since my Jonny Muse is a complete Diva who constantly chatters at me I figured I may as well write down what he's saying. The original Jon's Journal started after a little biscuit I wrote called Just Older, about Our Hero considering his own mortality, LOL. It covered the South American leg of the Circle Tour and ended with the flight home.
But Jonny couldn't shut up. He liked having his own Journal, a place to share his observations on the world, or at least the way he thought things worked. So shortly after I finished the Dear Diary challenge, I started posting again. Jon's Journal re-started with the Australasia Leg of the Circle Tour and continued all the way through the end of the Live 2011 Tour.
By then he was tired. So he finally put down his pen and closed up his book.
For those of you new to this story or my writing, this is a daily Journal kept by "Jon" from my Stick to Your Guns fic. It refers to events discussed in that story and in it's follow-up biscuits, which are collected in my This Is Love, This Is Life blog. It is loosely based on real events as the band toured the world and enjoyed a few breaks here and there, and follows the continuing saga of our Rock Star and his extended family.
Chances are if you're here it's because you've already read those stories. If you haven't read Jon and Cate's saga and would like to, just click on the titles above and follow the links. Or you can click on one of the links below to go to the beginnings of the two Journal Sections.
Jon's Journal Volume I - South America
Jon's Journal Volume II - The Rest of the Tour
Enjoy!
Monday, August 1
8:45 pm
Terrace
I made it. I survived.
Another tour in the history books. Another chapter of my career closed. Of my life.
Christ, I'm tired.
I hardly have a brain cell left and I feel like I've been hit by a truck. But I made it here, with the Grace of God and the love of a Good Woman. And of my family.
Sardinia's beautiful. Peaceful. Calm.
I can use some Calm right now.
Yesterday was a whirlwind. The press, the visitors, the show, the parties. Somehow I survived it all. Cate was there to share it with me, which made my heart dance. I owe her so much. I never could have made it through this tour without her, with all the shit we went through this last year and a half.
I may be the Rock Star, but She's my Rock.
It was bittersweet last night, like it always is. I hated to walk off that stage, but I'm eager to get back to real life. It was hard to leave the Boys, though I know it's only a couple weeks until I see them again back home.
But it's not the same, when we're not on the road together. And only we can truly understand that.
Last night was my first Last Night without the Kids. I missed them something awful. I talked to them all today, after I finally woke up from my exhaustion-induced coma somewhere around 3 pm. Cate took care of packing everything up and getting us ready to go while I checked in with my Babies.
On days like today I'm thankful I have my own plane. No way I would have been able to drag my ass out of bed and to the airport on time for a commercial flight. I'm completely fried.
I got a little teary when I talked to Jakey and Romey. They don't really seem to notice something's different about Dad; they just rattled on about their toys and friends and video games and cartoons like always. Just hearing them talk about the important details of their everyday life made me feel guilty for missing so much this past year. I swear when I get back I'm gonna spend my every spare minute with my Buddies before I blink and they're Jesse's age.
Romey gave me an update on Russell. Seems he's lonely, he needs a friend. A girlfriend, maybe. I think Russell enjoyed himself a little too much on tour, ha ha. Ain't so easy to get chicks when you're sleeping in a seven-year-old's pillowcase in Manhattan, is it, Russ?
May have to see what we can do to ease Russell's loneliness. Try to work on Momma a little, on behalf of poor Romey and his lonely weasel.
Jakey's excited because Dorothea enrolled him in the after-school arts program for the fall. That one's gonna be an actor yet, mark my words. Or a stand-up comedian. I promised him when I get home he and I will have a day just to ourselves, when we'll go out and do whatever he wants. He immediately asked if we can go to the studio and he can play Teek's drums. And bring his guitar that Uncle Mookie got him.
Of course. That's Jake Bongiovi, Superstar. Ha ha.
I also talked to Dorothea. She congratulated me on surviving another world tour, another notch in my expanding belt, ha ha. We had a nice talk, bygones are bygones about the messed-up plans. She of all people understands what I feel like today. She remembers. We were a team for a long time. And I know she means it when she says she's there if I need her.
That really does mean a lot to me.
Stephie called me back after I left her a message. She worked lunch shift today; when things were slow she gave Dear Old Dad a buzz. Brendan's back in the City at his internship, it's just her today. She said she's looking forward to hanging out with me when I get home, that she misses our long talks and our Daddy-Daughter Dates.
Me too, Princess.
And then there's Jesse. We didn't talk for long because he was on his way out to meet up with some buddies, but he gave me a quick run-down on his weekend. His dinner date with Bridget was, in his words, "Perfect." He didn't ruin the chicken, he was a complete romantic sap, and he and Bridget had a wonderful time together playing house in my apartment. Jess said it was the best night of his life.
And that he thinks he's really in love.
I just smiled when he told me that. I remember what that felt like, to be 16 and sure I was in Love.
Maybe the Kid really is. There's obviously something special between him and his Girl. Turns out Saturday was sweet and romantic and perfect, but it wasn't the night. Bridget was nervous, told Jess she just wasn't ready yet. Jesse said he told her he understands, he's not going to pressure her. He'll wait however long it takes for her to be ready. Because just having the privilege of holding her hand makes him the happiest guy in the world.
That's my Boy.
So all is well in the Bongiovi World. Life is good. Really, really good.
I hear Cate singing in the kitchen. She went in to get us a couple of glasses of wine and some fruit and cheese. Neither of us have eaten much today; I'm too damned tired to even think about food. But my Wife's gonna be sure I don't die of malnourishment because I'm too lazy to feed myself, ha ha.
She's what I need right now, My Cate. She'll take care of me, get me through the post-tour crash. In a couple days I'll be good as new, ready to live up to my husbandly duties again.
Ready to make a Baby.
So, I'm down to my last page in this old Journal. Damn, there are a lot of thoughts in here. A lot of secrets and evidence that can be used against me, ha ha.
I don't think I'm capable of many more thoughts for awhile. I have my new journal, the one Cate bought for me in Lisbon. A blank slate, ready for the future.
Think I'll save it for awhile. Right now I don't want to have any more noteworthy thoughts. I just want to Be for awhile.
I can hear her singing. My song. Makes my heart smile.
Alarm clock rings, it's 6:45
I like waking up with you on my mind
Knowing that you're saving me one more time...
Terrace
I made it. I survived.
Another tour in the history books. Another chapter of my career closed. Of my life.
Christ, I'm tired.
I hardly have a brain cell left and I feel like I've been hit by a truck. But I made it here, with the Grace of God and the love of a Good Woman. And of my family.
Sardinia's beautiful. Peaceful. Calm.
I can use some Calm right now.
Yesterday was a whirlwind. The press, the visitors, the show, the parties. Somehow I survived it all. Cate was there to share it with me, which made my heart dance. I owe her so much. I never could have made it through this tour without her, with all the shit we went through this last year and a half.
I may be the Rock Star, but She's my Rock.
It was bittersweet last night, like it always is. I hated to walk off that stage, but I'm eager to get back to real life. It was hard to leave the Boys, though I know it's only a couple weeks until I see them again back home.
But it's not the same, when we're not on the road together. And only we can truly understand that.
Last night was my first Last Night without the Kids. I missed them something awful. I talked to them all today, after I finally woke up from my exhaustion-induced coma somewhere around 3 pm. Cate took care of packing everything up and getting us ready to go while I checked in with my Babies.
On days like today I'm thankful I have my own plane. No way I would have been able to drag my ass out of bed and to the airport on time for a commercial flight. I'm completely fried.
I got a little teary when I talked to Jakey and Romey. They don't really seem to notice something's different about Dad; they just rattled on about their toys and friends and video games and cartoons like always. Just hearing them talk about the important details of their everyday life made me feel guilty for missing so much this past year. I swear when I get back I'm gonna spend my every spare minute with my Buddies before I blink and they're Jesse's age.
Romey gave me an update on Russell. Seems he's lonely, he needs a friend. A girlfriend, maybe. I think Russell enjoyed himself a little too much on tour, ha ha. Ain't so easy to get chicks when you're sleeping in a seven-year-old's pillowcase in Manhattan, is it, Russ?
May have to see what we can do to ease Russell's loneliness. Try to work on Momma a little, on behalf of poor Romey and his lonely weasel.
Jakey's excited because Dorothea enrolled him in the after-school arts program for the fall. That one's gonna be an actor yet, mark my words. Or a stand-up comedian. I promised him when I get home he and I will have a day just to ourselves, when we'll go out and do whatever he wants. He immediately asked if we can go to the studio and he can play Teek's drums. And bring his guitar that Uncle Mookie got him.
Of course. That's Jake Bongiovi, Superstar. Ha ha.
I also talked to Dorothea. She congratulated me on surviving another world tour, another notch in my expanding belt, ha ha. We had a nice talk, bygones are bygones about the messed-up plans. She of all people understands what I feel like today. She remembers. We were a team for a long time. And I know she means it when she says she's there if I need her.
That really does mean a lot to me.
Stephie called me back after I left her a message. She worked lunch shift today; when things were slow she gave Dear Old Dad a buzz. Brendan's back in the City at his internship, it's just her today. She said she's looking forward to hanging out with me when I get home, that she misses our long talks and our Daddy-Daughter Dates.
Me too, Princess.
And then there's Jesse. We didn't talk for long because he was on his way out to meet up with some buddies, but he gave me a quick run-down on his weekend. His dinner date with Bridget was, in his words, "Perfect." He didn't ruin the chicken, he was a complete romantic sap, and he and Bridget had a wonderful time together playing house in my apartment. Jess said it was the best night of his life.
And that he thinks he's really in love.
I just smiled when he told me that. I remember what that felt like, to be 16 and sure I was in Love.
Maybe the Kid really is. There's obviously something special between him and his Girl. Turns out Saturday was sweet and romantic and perfect, but it wasn't the night. Bridget was nervous, told Jess she just wasn't ready yet. Jesse said he told her he understands, he's not going to pressure her. He'll wait however long it takes for her to be ready. Because just having the privilege of holding her hand makes him the happiest guy in the world.
That's my Boy.
So all is well in the Bongiovi World. Life is good. Really, really good.
I hear Cate singing in the kitchen. She went in to get us a couple of glasses of wine and some fruit and cheese. Neither of us have eaten much today; I'm too damned tired to even think about food. But my Wife's gonna be sure I don't die of malnourishment because I'm too lazy to feed myself, ha ha.
She's what I need right now, My Cate. She'll take care of me, get me through the post-tour crash. In a couple days I'll be good as new, ready to live up to my husbandly duties again.
Ready to make a Baby.
So, I'm down to my last page in this old Journal. Damn, there are a lot of thoughts in here. A lot of secrets and evidence that can be used against me, ha ha.
I don't think I'm capable of many more thoughts for awhile. I have my new journal, the one Cate bought for me in Lisbon. A blank slate, ready for the future.
Think I'll save it for awhile. Right now I don't want to have any more noteworthy thoughts. I just want to Be for awhile.
I can hear her singing. My song. Makes my heart smile.
Alarm clock rings, it's 6:45
I like waking up with you on my mind
Knowing that you're saving me one more time...
THE END
(At least for now)
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